Several Years
Sik World
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Lyrics by：jonathon quiles
Composed by：jonathon quiles
Lately all I feel is pain
最近我只感受到痛苦
Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same
仿佛我的心跳不再如常
I wanna give up and I just feel
我想放弃，却只感到
Stuck in a life that I know I cannot change
困在一种无法改变的生活中
I'm really lonely and feel drained
我真的很孤独，感到精疲力尽
Sometimes I feel like a mistake
有时我觉得自己是个错误
I just sit and dwell in my trauma
我只是坐着，沉浸在创伤中
My life's full of problems
我的生活充满了问题
I feel like I might break
我感觉自己快要崩溃
Tried to move on but I just can't
试图继续前行 却无能为力
Breakdown after breakdown and somedays
一次次崩溃 有些日子
I wish I could run away just to escape
我真想逃离这一切 只为解脱
And feel at ease even if it means one day
哪怕只有一天 也能让我感到平静
Where did my life go wrong
我的生活究竟哪里出了错
I was a happy teen and now I'm an adult
我曾是个快乐的少年 如今却成了
Who's sad as hell and always at a loss
一个悲伤至极 总是迷茫的成年人
No one could tell I'm drowning in my thoughts
没人能看出我正被思绪淹没
I'm still lost tryna find purpose
我仍在迷失中寻找意义
After all these years I'm still searching
多年过去，我仍在寻觅
Hope you forgive me for being a burden
希望你能原谅我成为负担
Self-love is something that I'm still learning
自爱是我仍在学习的课题
And I know I lie when I tell you I'm fine
我知道，当我说我很好时，我在撒谎
'Cause nobody knows I'm struggling inside
因为没人知道我内心的挣扎
Sorry if you see me cry
抱歉，如果你看到我哭泣
It's just I finally realized
我终于意识到
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I felt okay I'm losing my way and
自从我感觉良好 我迷失了方向
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I've been on meds I still feel depressed and
自从我服药 我依然感到抑郁
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I felt alive there's no tears to cry and
自从我感觉活着 没有泪水可流
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I had a friend they came and went
自从我有过朋友 他们来了又走
Lately I feel so depressed
最近我感到如此抑郁
Tried to get help but I'm still a mess
尝试寻求帮助 但我仍然一团糟
I don't ever rest I guess I'm stressed
我从未休息 我想我压力很大
Got my head down hands gripping on my neck
我低下头 双手紧握脖子
Did I take my last breath
我是否已经咽下最后一口气
Did I walk my last step
我是否已经迈出最后一步
I'm alive but inside I am dead
我活着，但内心已死
Look I lied I'm not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck
看，我撒谎了，我并不好，因为我的思绪一片混乱
I saw pictures of me in elementary
我看到小学时的照片
I don't remember teachers ever telling me
我不记得老师曾告诉我
I'd be an adult who senses people's energy
我会成为一个能感知他人能量的人
Being an empath attracts those who lack empathy
作为共情者，却吸引着那些缺乏同理心的人
When I look back my past shows me bad memories
当我回首过去，回忆里满是糟糕的记忆
Plus it's so sad I had to withstand everything
更可悲的是，我不得不承受这一切
All for my last ex d**n thought you'd stand next to me
为了我最后的执念，曾以为你会站在我身旁
You stabbed my back and that hurt me bad mentally
你却背叛了我，深深伤害了我的心灵
It definitely changed me but I forgive you
这确实改变了我，但我选择原谅你
I understand now that you had your own issues
现在我明白了，你也有自己的困扰
Your fear of abandonment really convinced you
你对被抛弃的恐惧让你深信
That you weren't enough for the love I would give you
你配不上我给予的爱
I tried but I broke myself tryna fix you
我努力过，却在试图修复你时破碎了自己
And I feel hurt that you couldn't commit to
我感到受伤，因为你无法承诺
Me or the love I would give you
是我还是我会给你的爱
Nobody knows what I been through
没人知道我经历了什么
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I felt okay I'm losing my way and
自从我感觉良好 我迷失了方向
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I've been on meds I still feel depressed and
自从我服药 我依然感到抑郁
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I felt alive there's no tears to cry and
自从我感觉活着 没有泪水可流
It's been several years
已经过去了好几年
Since I had a friend they came and went
自从我有过朋友 他们来了又走